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uld we even know who he was or would we write what we know…. but yet we are best at peace with our selves when we are in a dark time…. I best when I am at peace with myself and that only happens when death become’s us…. when Death is lurking about what do we do with ourselves do we stand and fight or do we just give up I like to believe that we fight Life is to short and if people are at peace then nothing can take that away from us…. and life will return in our favor… Life is what it is and only we can fight it….

son as did she but unfortunately I lost most then her… And now I don’t have anyone not a friend or a best friend I am alone and feeling alone is a bad thing sometime’s, I don’t know what to do with myself sometime’s I feel like a no one and sometime’s I feel like just losing myself in this big giant world, I am so confused that I don’t know what to do with myself at this point I feel lost and very much alone in this world there are people around and I still feel alone I know what would happened if I was to die the world would still go around and around so what to do is the question, I lost my best friend in the whole world I lost all but 1 of my children and yet if I died the world would keep turning around and around and I wouldn’t be alone anymore I don’t think I need help but I do need my best friend back and that is something I will never get again… So what is wrong with people these day’s everyone wants to get a divorced know one want’s to stay with the person they made commitment’s with everyone give’s them advise but there the one who can stay in a relationship so they all interfere with someone else’s life and to them it’s funny because they get what they want from the person and then it is nothing; and gone people never just say I want nothing to do with that question they just get in the middle and interfere I know that sex is a big deal but when you are told thou the relationship that it is not about sex it’s about loving the person you are with unconditionally being there best friend giving you there support and you supporting them not with money but with your heart and your soul and for the most part I did that but know one seem to get it no one understand’s it because they don’t have it they don’t know what having a soulmate is like so they interfere and cause divorce’s with the people they give advise to and bad advise at that but you can’t just blame the person that gave the bad advise you also have to blame the person that took the advise the one that get’s the divorce because if they were your best friend as they said they were then they would not had listened and would still be there for you as much as you were for them allway’s being there no matter what never looked at age race creed on any of that shit well this is what I leave everyone with on a day like today….